grrrr!

so this is the newest post people! **i know got nobody will read this post anyway since long time no update.. hahaha.. but its ok..

a lot of things here inside my head.. for 3 days it comes and goes, strikes me badly till i got a stomachache but when i wake up in the morning all the bad things gone.. this uncontrolled feelings, i've tried to push it down coz this feeling has no benefit at all.. it's called jealousy~~ yeah.. i'm a loser if it has to do with this kinda thing.. it burns fastly, unease feeling in ur chest, then in my case it goes down to the stomach and goes up to the head..

tell me what should i do :/
am i too negative-thinking?
aarghhhh when i feel like this, what i do next is really not good.. i'll start to be so cold to that person, and then mad at him without him knows what the problem is, and then i become so sad coz i feel he doesn't understand me.. funny isn't it?

oh Dearly God.. help me.. i dont want this feeling.. :(